thedarlingone

Being an accidental BNF in a tiny but active fandom is weird as hell. It's not even just "this is the second time this year that me going off about my lack of relationship options has inspired someone else to write fic... oh look this one's a bigbang", or seeing an author talking in comments about how much their characterization owes to your meta, or realizing "oh right, of course this porn is hitting all my buttons, because I defined this character's kinks for the current iteration of the fandom". Those are all part of it, but it's...