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thedarlingone) wrote2020-01-24 11:36 am
thedarlingone) wrote2020-01-24 11:36 am
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help needed
*flops* Here we fucking go again, I guess.
Something's majorly wrong with me. I've been sleeping fourteen to twenty hours a day. I've missed work for a week, and I'm not feeling any better. It's not depression; my mind is relatively clear, in fact I'm going a little stir-crazy from being unable to do anything. My CPAP machine is working fine. It might be a virus, or a nervous breakdown, or a sudden onset of chronic fatigue syndrome (god, it better not be, I'll die).
Right now, I'm in that unenviable position where I can choose between paying the rent or affording food and medication. So I'm asking for help. A-fucking-gain. :P
I figure I need at least $300 to make it through the next month. That's assuming I only miss one full paycheck. If I miss more... well, we'll just have to fucking see, won't we. ;P
My Paypal is ethanrabbits@gmail.com , my Ko-fi (basically a third-party Paypal donate button, for the unfamiliar) is http://ko-fi.com/justiceturtle , and if you want to contribute more regularly to my Patreon that's http://patreon.com/justiceturtle .
Now I'm gonna go pass the fuck out again. Took me long enough to have the energy to even make this post. If you do anything religious, prayers / candles / good energy are also much appreciated. Signal boosting too. I just want this bloody thing to be over with and get back to my damn job already.
Something's majorly wrong with me. I've been sleeping fourteen to twenty hours a day. I've missed work for a week, and I'm not feeling any better. It's not depression; my mind is relatively clear, in fact I'm going a little stir-crazy from being unable to do anything. My CPAP machine is working fine. It might be a virus, or a nervous breakdown, or a sudden onset of chronic fatigue syndrome (god, it better not be, I'll die).
Right now, I'm in that unenviable position where I can choose between paying the rent or affording food and medication. So I'm asking for help. A-fucking-gain. :P
I figure I need at least $300 to make it through the next month. That's assuming I only miss one full paycheck. If I miss more... well, we'll just have to fucking see, won't we. ;P
My Paypal is ethanrabbits@gmail.com , my Ko-fi (basically a third-party Paypal donate button, for the unfamiliar) is http://ko-fi.com/justiceturtle , and if you want to contribute more regularly to my Patreon that's http://patreon.com/justiceturtle .
Now I'm gonna go pass the fuck out again. Took me long enough to have the energy to even make this post. If you do anything religious, prayers / candles / good energy are also much appreciated. Signal boosting too. I just want this bloody thing to be over with and get back to my damn job already.
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my mind is relatively clear, in fact I'm going a little stir-crazy from being unable to do anything
Does not sound like CFS, one of the main and most consistent symptoms is brain fog - if you were having a bad (especially initial) episode of it, you would be unlikely to be feeling stir crazy or clear-headed, so don't panic on that front. *hugs* Possibly a virus? Viruses can be weird.
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Oh, btw, the fic is sent now, but just tell me if it's too much while you're feeling this bad, and I'll see about finding someone else. <3
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